i'm giving this up.
my heart is tired.
will no longer be anxious.
will put it off to gain peace.
understanding.

will no longer be who i was...
who i've been...

wait for patience.
love.
contentment.
(it is so difficult with out having just one)

i long for thanksgiving.
for new eyes through which to see.
i'm giving up.
i'm giving this up.

(forget the fools)